It’s Not Worth It

I don’t want to fight anymore,
It’s not worth it,
I don’t love life,
At best I simply tolerate it,
It’s not worth it,
I don’t feel alive,
I don’t really feel anything at all anymore,
Besides this constant struggle and pain,
I’m lost in a dark hole,
And I can’t see a way out,
I am trapped in this grave I dug myself,
It’s not worth it,
I don’t want to live anymore,
I just want to die,
I want to sleep and never wake,
The people who love me used to be my reason,
But now I see they would be just fine without me,
It’s not worth it,
I don’t want to hurt anymore,
I just want to die,
I just want to fall into sleep,
And never wake again.